Spiritual warfare?

It feels like everyone wants me to do something crazy to myself, the pain the stops idc if you think I'm crazy I'm sick of this everyone talks about this stuff, I get sadder in sadder everyday should of never tried to open my third eye, but even before I tried that I was aware of them,

There attacking me emotionally because I use to react to there attacks negatively, in now when I act positively they get upset with me in want me to die even more... It's hard.. it's like no matter what I do I'll just be hated,

Mayb this is all in my mind and it's sad because it's not affecting me in real life now when ever I try to talk to girls they don't even wanna talk to me they ignore me that's how deep this is...

I tried being nice even doe my soul says I'm not I guess, and if someone else do the same things I did for ppl to hate me, they want even be hated for it that's the fucked up thing about this... , n I hear voices in my mind everyday telling me nobody likes you it's crazy