God

Im a lot more spiritual than I am religious but (raised in a Christian household) I get anxious about “God” being real and ending up in hell when I die. Im a caring person, I just never read the bible or pray as often as I should. Im more the manifesting type. & sometimes its hard for me to believe god is real. Anywho, with all these “end time prophecy’s” being fufilled on my fyp it makes me worried. Is this valid???