Anyone else get severe social anxiety when smoking?
Every time I get high I get severe social anxiety. I can't say a word and start overanalyzing everything I do or what people are saying. I went to a kickback the other day with some friends and randoms and after smoking I literally didn't say a word for an hour and a half and just sat there in the circle while everyone around was talking. I had these thoughts of "Are they all laughing because I haven't said anything? She just looked and me. Am I acting strangely? Am I laughing too loud? Are they talking about me?" I have social anxiety to begin with but I can usually make side remarks here and there when I'm with a group of people. Smoking seems to make my anxiety 10x worse. I hate it because smoking is usually a way to bond with other people and make friends where I live. Does this happen to anyone else?