Please make it happen this time.

I’m so sick of making all these failed promises to myself at the beginning of the year and then failing short. Losing weight, getting healthier, furthering my career, etc. Every year I come up with expectations for myself and every year I fail. I really don’t want to fail this time. For once I want to follow through on the promises I made for myself. I know I’m meant for a better life than this. I know I have it in me to pull this off. I can’t give up, not this time.