I don't have the energy to do anything at all

I didn't even have the energy to stay off my bed. I was doing good at keeping my screentime low, but all my effort went out the window because I have seven hours today.

I didn't have the energy to do the anxious pacing I do 24/7, didn't have the energy to stay up last time like I wanted to, didn't even have the energy to eat. Chewing takes up too much energy

I took a three hour nap in the middle of the day and almost fell asleep again three hours later. I can barely talk, I have so little energy.

I just feel like a fucking failure. I would cut myself, but I don't even have the energy to do that either.