First seizure

I had my first seizure last thursday. It doesn’t feel real, i still can’t believe it happened. Nothing like this has ever happened to me. We still don’t know what caused it. they believed it to be my medicine. Still trying to get an appointment with neurology . But i just feel at a loss for words, i don’t know how to feel, my tongue is still in immense pain and my body is still full of discomfort i just feel empty. I feel weird and like another one will happen at any point.