How to pass time as a malecel?

I'm chronically online, and bored out of my fucking mind, but also have zero will in me to do normal stuff like date.

I'm so bored, I used to spend my free time listening to edgy takes of theorists, and reading philosophy and sociology, but I cannot anymore.

I'm so demotivated, and have no desire to even try. I've accepted my malecel lot in life. But I'm bored.

What can I do as a malecel to pass time? I might have 40 years left, if I don't kill myself.

I'm super jaded and detached from the world around me.