Damm i cant stop thinking about this girl i just sat next to today at school

She was very pretty and omg her smile and then her laugh was just . I unfortunately her first impressions of me (if she even remembers) was me coming in late and then constantly squeezing between her and the table to go ask the TA for technical help. And then I offered to move and she smiled and laughed. I just melted man. But nope, im too ugly (incel) blah blah blah (not gonna rant about that). I just cant wait to see her next week or something