I think I’m in an emotionally abusive relationship

I feel so fucking stupid. I went no contact with my family last year and today I’m realizing that my partner may also be emotionally abusive because I feel like I’m walking on eggshells around her constantly and most of my day is spent trying to not piss her off. I feel so stupid because I finally got the strength to go NC with my family just to realize I willingly put myself into another emotionally abusive relationship.

I feel so ashamed/embarrassed that I don’t want to talk to anyone about this. Anyone relate?? lol.