I just need some help

This is unusual for me to even do but I feel uncomfortable and overwhelmed. I’m 19 years old, I live in the states, I’m currently in college living on campus and I’m a girl. Where my school is located it’s mostly older white folk (I’m a black girl, not that it means anything) but it’s hard to find a job out there. It’s hard to find a job in general. I’m not the type that needs more than what I have but I feel a sense of guilt and resentment when I feel like I must ask my mom for money. She of course doesn’t have a problem but you know with my other siblings money can only go around so far. I want to work and cause I can’t find any physical jobs I’ve tried to look for one’s online but I’m not sure, I hear things about surveys but majority of them aren’t legit really. Ik im young and shouldn’t feel this way but I feel like a failure, I feel as though I’m not progressing into an adult. Is there any way to make money online? Can anyone help? Please keep in mind I don’t really know much (like creating websites or stuff in that nature) but I’m definitely down to learn if someone is willing to help. I’m sorry