I lost guys... I'm sorry

The stress,anxiety and depression due to many personal problems got me and I lost..... I'm so sorry.. although this was my longest streak ever so I'm somewhat satisfied but the only regret in my heart is that I'll not be able to celebrate om 30th november. Please don't lose like me cause this post-mut clarity hurts so much. I won last two times but this time I was fucking depressed because of so many things going on with me. I hope you all will win. I'll again try to abstain from porn and masturbation for months. o7