i ran out of reasons to stay.

I have lost everything. All my friends the last bit of self confidence I had. My grades are worse than they have ever been before and I don't know how much more I can take. I just want to feel loved not used. This one girl held me in a hostage friendship that i tried to end but still came back to me. I stopped trying to fight back and shes told all my friends and other people lies about me. I feel like I have to buy people stuff just so I can have a person to sit with at lunch. I really don't wanna to be here anymore.