Here to find answers to my unanswered questions of years.

I don't have many friends because I really don't know how to make people get interest in me but thats not the point for today.

Today's point is the friends I have, all of them say to me that they can't deal with this situation (say any particular situation) because they have past traumas. If I say in specific then a female friend of mine said to me that she is over boys because she has a lot of male trauma.

Now my question is that do all people really have a lot of any trauma with them these days because when I take my case I don't think that I have any traumas despite my back story of losing my father to a road accident and then struggles of my mother raising me and my sister , living in a single room for years in which we had a kitchen in one corner and bed in other corner and in teenage days ending my friendship with one of my female bestfriend with whom I was in one side "love!!" For years!
There was a point in my life when I wanted to cry so bad but I couldn't. Every night I wanted to cry in my bed under my sheets but nothing came from my eyes not even a single tear drop. Still this happens sometimes but not that much now. And in my childhood I was a kid who used to cry very much. Till my middle school I was a cry baby and suddenly I am not able to cry?

I am so confused like what is happening, why don't I find myself dealing with some trauma despite having this kind of life story and why can't I cry? And in the end I just end up thinking that there are so many people out there who have faced so much more than me and I am complaining in this much only