Can you be intelligent and think religiously?

I'm attracted to religion a lot, and I get an extreme dopamine rush from thinking in Abraham imagery and metaphors. I think the unknown, like the deep sleep aspect of religion, the whole god works in mysterious ways, trying to understand an idea with emotion and intuition, has always been my default mode of thinking. I get bored easily when a conversation isn't vulnerable and harrowing the not made sense of chaos. Sometimes I get so caught up in a sentiment of an imagery that, even though it's abstract, I feel it like a beam of emotion. I like the idea that there's a jigsaw puzzle that every minute detail and theme and larger than life takeaway is complicit in that we need to reverse engineer. Like playing a crazy criminal's game, humoring his train of thought((which might be intentionally misleading to make a point(like Abraham go kill your son, and then ahah, there's a deduction and a way humor). An empathy detective that's trying to understand the way someone thinks, starting with the absurb and working it's way back to the concrete. I'm obsessed with morality and think everyone is evil, and it's a social contract that's also less evil to feel guilty about being evil, and I just think I'm compulsive, and also I'm having a manic episode.