Miscarried at 20 weeks

Asalamualaikum, I(F) miscarried my baby on Friday night (Jan, 3rd 2025), and I feel lost and hopeless. My husband and I have been trying for so long to have a baby (we’ve been trying for 6 years) and once we found out we were so happy. We had everything planned. And now I feel so sad, empty and scared. Sad and empty cuz I miss my baby so much, scared cuz we’re gonna have to go through trying to get pregnant all over again, and I don’t know if I have the mental capacity to do that again, esp after losing a baby, and also when I do get pregnant again (In Shaa Allah) I’m gonna be anxious and scared of miscarrying. I’m feeling all these emotions rn, and idk what to do. I’m trying to be close to Allah but everything is so hard. Ya Allah.