Parents sent me the transcript of my daughter’s funeral because they were “impressed” to while pondering a mural of Joseph Smith 😑

My parents are in the MTC right now and were doing an assignment (to ponder this mural) when they were impressed to send me the transcript of my daughter’s funeral. They know I’m out of the church now. They know how hard it’s been for me (and my husband) since losing our baby girl. (I didn’t leave the church because of her death) Why do they think it’s okay to send me the words of a sp saying that we only get to see her again if we keep our covenants?! Which they know I am not doing. Am I wrong in thinking this is a horrible thing for them to do? There are so many things in his speech that just hit a nerve. Particularly with how she died, it was an accident, but it was my actions that caused it. If her days were known, why couldn’t it have happened in a way that I don’t absolutely hate myself for?

I don’t know. Maybe I’m just being overly sensitive. But it still pisses me off. Mostly just venting about it, but other’s thoughts are welcome.