Worst Place when doing 4th plat

So much time had passed and what I really remember is that i almost drowned in the bathtub,
i was puking on the floor chilling on the bathtub and I thought I was prepared for the trip but it fricking hit me so hard I was spacing out on the water because i forgot to turn it off, the bathtub was full and minutes goes by my bf destroyed the door due to overflowing water, but for me it felt like I was put on genjutsu like what itachi did to kakashi, I never learned my lesson and made him really cried for me, i was fvckin stupid i felt so sorry to him, my body is tingly and whenever i yawn i feel like laughing, anyways i'll still do it maybe next year :))