I failed my college project

I hate how my team members, my classmates, my instructors, and everyone in school fails to realize how severe my depression.

Do they fucking know the obvious signs?! The way i unintentionally ignored everyone's calls and messages even though i didn't want to.

I can't even fucking do my project in this mental state! The only thing i can do to ignore my depression is to constantly plays games and listen to music! I can't even fucking work straight for christ sake!

I needed a break, not being forced to continue it! I'm aware that we have 2 weeks of semester break, and it's not enough for me to move past my fucking depression!

And now, my instructor humiliated me in front of everyone (even though they didn't mention me by name). I'm aware that i have a problem and i should find a solution, but they don't consider that i should take a year off. But they don't fucking care! I REGRET TRUSTING MY BULLSHIT INSTRUCTOR IN THE FIRST PLACE!

Sorry for the rant. I might self hate for the rest of the day in my room.