Moved states to get ahead on some debt and definitely also remove myself from the game

And as proficient Coke heads do, I found Mama Coco by pure happenstance. I’m proud of being clean for a month. What I’m not proud of is falling back into the habit of getting a ball after work Monday thinking I have the self control to not stay up until it’s done. I’m writing this on the porch. Seeing the old familiar shadow peoples faces crawling through the yard and wherever else they can find. Not that I was proud of being able to handle 5 days in a row gakked, but damn have I lost the proficiency 😂😂. You never quit, you just stop. Much love