Advice: Self respect, Peace important bondhas

Chala rojulu ga oka ammayi ignore chesindhi after having conversation for months and we were literally in a relationship without being in a relationship (propose chesina not ready now but I like u, future lo it will work out ani cheppindhi)...

Gantalu gantalu matladukunna trvta suddenly she ghosted me for 1.5 months and now again she's talking to me in a friendly way...

Ikkada nenedho sigma alpha ani prove cheskovatle, those 1.5 months of ghosting still haunts me... Infact oka pedha charitra ey undhi na life lo where I was just a temporary guy in people's life and they used me just to support their emotional needs...

But when I need a emotional support the most there was no one to hear me out...

And now I'm alone (not lonely, I'm alone by my choice)... Office ki veltha na pani cheskunta fake smiles istha... Janaalatho avasaram unte matladutha, kotha parichayalu penchukovatle... Just ala boring life and I'm literally enjoying it... Prashantham ga undhi...

Life lo anniti kanna most important thing peace bondhas and bondhis danikosam edhaina cheyandi be it faking your personality blah blah blah....