i am so tired

i am so TIRED of the world. there is always something to do, always someone to talk to, something gnawing at me. i’m tired of masking, i’m tired of talking, i’m tired of constantly having to keep up. every day i sob because there is so much to keep track of. i am drowning and nobody cares because to them it’s only a foot of water. i’m so exhausted of being exhausted. yes, i know this is probably burnout, but how can i do anything about it when i never have a chance to replenish? there is always SOMETHING to take care of.