So, how much do you reckon CW's ultimate 'f these kids' was influenced by his absolute conviction...

of their relentless sickliness that their mother had pounded into him, besides not being allowed to bond with them and tend their cries at night, obviously- he tended them, sure, but was it all performative in the end, the way he'd hang their clothes, or submit to barrettes in his beard?

I will never believe it was premeditated, but there had to be a certain feeling or lack of towards them, to allow him to snap so thoroughly as to destroy them, and not just his narcissist abuser wife; I believe there's a higher rate of abuse of premies that spent a long time in hospital, from lack of bonding, fretfulness, whatever could make a sleep deprived person turn on a little child.

Their 'sickness' was her WORLD, her glory; did she ever look more beatific than for a hospital selfie with her 'ER Frequent Flyers'? Do you suppose in dark moments he wished for healthy kids, and not the utter drag of lubing them up and steam showers and taking days off from work to help Shanann take them to the doctor?

Once in awhile we talk about what we'd ask him, or tell him something his dumb ass hasn't possibly figured out yet, like 'hey, dummy, why did you let your scammy wife handle the finances after the first bankruptcy?'- I think I'd shout, HEY FUCKWIT, DID YOU REALIZE YET YOUR WIFE WASN'T INFERTILE, AND YOUR KIDS WEREN'T SICK?

https://youtu.be/W1TifROWi4I?si=cNrCnK-6Goiwrktp