I just watched this movie last night and cried myself to sleep

This is probably one of my favorite movies now, up there with [i]Kimi no Na wa[/i]. Coincidentally both movies are kind of about fate in a way, I just think it was executed a bit better here. I don't think I have ever cried as hard as I did watching this than anything else I'd seen before. The plot was simple and focused, but message was so beautiful. That life is fleeting and we must cherish every moment, and even the saddest days can still have happy, meaningful moments. But what really stuck to me was what Sakura said about choices, how our lives right now are the sum of all the choices we’ve made up to this point. It honestly changed my perspective on fate and life. The scene at the end where he finds her diary is just where I break down. I don't usually cry during movies or in general, but I couldn't take it.. Sakura was such a kind person, she lived her life the best she could, and never let her illness get to her. I know she's fictional but I felt so sad, I wish I could have hugged her. I hope she is at peace now.

If I learned anything from this, it would be that we should try to live authentically. Sakura’s life, though brief, was filled with purpose because she embraced the present and made the most of her time. Her kindness and positivity weren’t just traits, they were choices she made every day, even knowing her time was limited. That’s what makes her so inspiring to me.

I've always had trouble making strong connections with people and as someone who loves romance anime, this has always been my greatest desire. I feel, if I could make someone like Sakura happy, or help them through a sad time, then I would have fulfilled a purpose of my own.

What a beautiful movie. I am so glad I found this.