Undertale saved me (potential trigger waring: depression)

First off, all I'm ok. This was 1 and a half or 2 years ago. I'm way better now.

1 to 2 years ago I was really unstable all my build up emotions worries etc. Had a big crash. I couldn't take it anymore. My school life was non-existent due to me not being able to think straight. My mind was constantly telling/imagining the worst possible things. Also, my self hate was at its prime. I don't feel comfortable enough now telling more, so I get to the point.

Now many things from this time of my life I can't really look back on good, for example, music, some music I heard back then I can't hear Now because my subconscious connects it to that time. But then Undertale I already knew about the game a bit, so I thought, why don't I just get it. And playing Undertale was distracting me from all that bad stuff. All the perfectly written characters, the story, the music. Idk why but playing Undertale or hearing the ost. makes me happy inside, I just need to put on the game or play some music and I'm just happy inside.

Thanks Toby ♡.