I’m slowly giving up on myself because of long covid

Ever since my first covid infection in 2020/2021 ive felt really tired, with every infection it got worse. Since christmas last year i couldn’t even function as i wanted, with a fulltime job, going to the gym and having a social life. I had to cut one short already.

In september i had another infection and this time it was even worser than i could imagine. I was sick for 4 weeks straight. The doctors couldnt find anything, finally i pushed through. I still felt sick but could get out of the house and started to work half days.

I now write this exhausted, constant pain in my back, my head and eyes hurt, and alot of people dont even believe me, they think its all made up.

I notice im slowly losing hope and giving up on myself, i feel so helpless…