Being alone is kinda cool

I know sometimes it feels lonely seeing a large group of friends having fun out and about. But being in one of those large cliches I often feel like fodder marching at the whims of my commanders, to and fro with my voice drowned out by the ephicocany of my troop. Idk if that’s a word but it just feels like one.

But being alone, you get to do whatever, go to wherever. I like to take my bike, go to the train station and head to the city. Then on my way I can stare out the windows and watch the people on the street doing all kinds of things, like a people zoo. Sometimes you see a dude yelling at another dude about hitting his car or something something, or you see somebody shmacking down on a chicken sandwich with the lettuce and tomato falling out and all the juices just dripping down on their hands and that gets me hungry. Sometimes I’ll see two friends hanging out and they’ll remind me of a friend I have or had, or maybe I’ll see a parent walking with their kid on their shoulders and I’ll be like man that’s so cool. And you can smell all the different smells of people and you can hear them talking about random stuff and I smile when I hear something funny. It’s like tv but better.

Then when I’ve had enough of the people I can take off to somewhere secluded or nature. And then I can watch the birds or the deers or other animals out and about and they remind me of people too.

Being alone also makes my friendships better too. Because once I do hang out with them, like 1 or 2 friends at a time, I know a lot of cool places to take them, or I have a lot to talk about, because of how I’m always thinking about things all the time when I’m alone.