Online school sucks

POV you’re the weird online schooled kid across the street from a public school with no friends . Your too extroverted and social anxiety fears you but you talk too much and say something you didn’t mean to . Your mom won’t let you be public schooled , You’re so desperate for friends you wake up early and stay out and watch all the public schoolers get out of school and wave to them to make conversation but it ends up being awkward and you look pathetic . 90% of the people ignore you or stare at their phones and 10% wave a bit and gossip to their friend asking who is that and that was weird .