Dropping out of university, looking for perspectives
Hello good people.
as stated in the title I'm (24F) heavily considering dropping out of university (math bachelor) since I believe I'm just not cut out for it. I'm in my fifth semester of maths (did 2 semesters of sociology before that) and I finally admit to myself that I'm just not smart enough or maybe just lack the mental stamina required for learning as much as is expected of me. I don't think there's any other degree that interests me enough to try university again so I'd be mainly looking into the direction of apprenticeships or Fachhochschule (even though I'm slowly but surely fed up with attending schools).
I graduated from gymnasium in 2021 with a focus on arts, so also not that great especially because I've since lost passion for the subject. I don't want people to recommend me jobs (though if you have a slept on banger do tell me) I'd just like to hear the experiences of people who did the same and wether or not it has worked out for you. I'm getting an appointment with a career counselor next week.
A part of me is really devestated at the idea that I will be sent back to being 14 years old and looking into apprenticeships again. Back then I couldn't decide and chose to put it off by just going to gymnasium and university.