So mad at myself (just wanted to vent somewhere)

Sorry if this isn't allowed, let me know and I'll remove it if it isn't.

I just wanted to get this outta my system because I am so freaking mad and frustrated with myself. I had so many jades saved up, and I really needed another sustain.so I figured LINGSHA! She is a fantastic sustain. Well I hit pity, and got Clara (again). Okay not a problem, still got some jades (not much but some) So I go and buy a few more golden passes with the undying starlight or whatever it's called again (can't remember). Then, just out of habit and WITHOUT EVEN THINKING NOR LOOKING, I JUST DECIDE TO DO A TEN PULL....

I DID IT ON HERTAS BANNER. and I got her. FOR FUCK SAKES I MEANT TO GET LINGSHAAAAAA. GAAAAAAHHHHH. I am just upset with myself. Now I barely have any jades, and now I have a unit I absolutely DID NOT WANT :( oh well. guess I'll build her up anyways... Fuck my life. I'm such a moron.

Thanks for listening. I do feel minutely better by sharing my misfortune. Feel free to laugh at me. :)