any help ?

i am really struggling with large pores and dry skin. it is so bad that i cannot leave the house without makeup because i feel so insecure .

this photo is from under my eye and it is where my pores are the largest. i do also have some large pores on my forehead , nose and chin. they look a bit worse than usual because im on winter break right now and forgot to bring my exfoliator home from university, but my family members keep picking me apart about my skin. i have tried niacinamide products and it causes me to have a really bad reaction.

my skin is also red a lot. i really don’t know what to do, any help is appreciated. thank you a lot