how to deal with bullying

it never really bothered me much before when i wasnt trying to climb ranked because as soon as someone was mean to me, i would leave vc. but i want to get out of gold and the bullying is so bad and im probably a pussy but being told to kms one too many times is actually kinda hurting me feelings. normally i just get off after the game or switch to qp but even there it doesn’t stop. do i just give up and go back to not even joining vc in the first place then trust my skills will eventually get better?

i was a bogur watcher for a bit and tried to say stuff back but im just not mean like that. idk man. do i just find a different game?