My god, I’m not fucking swaddling my next baby 😩

My 9 week old started showing signs of rolling this week, RIGHT when she started sleeping a bit better. So, here I am, typing this to you in the dark as I hold my baby in her sleep sack. She will only:

A) contact sleep

B) sleep for 30-60 minutes in her crib

This feels like such a cruel joke from the universe!!! I really am sick of spending money on shit that she refuses to use. I just bought her this woolino which was expensive and is doing squat, and I REALLY don’t want to buy a zippadee zip, a magic Merlin suit, etc, just for it to either not work or to have to transition her out of yet another thing too.

This sucks.