Truck driver loser

I’m 25 I’m a full time local truck driver and make good money but my bills are crazy I went to the food bank today for the first time in my life and got turned away and made a fool fackk I was already so embarrassed to be there in the first place anyways idk I’m just such a fckn loser how did my life end up this way ya know . Losing purpose in putting my feet on the ground every morning when just being stuck in reverse 24/7 .. Merry Christmas everyone God Bless