Younger queer Folk

Okay so ,All the teens and people in Your early twenties ,Hows life been ,Idk i feel Kinda...funny..tonight so i thought id ask,I technically have no Queer paki friends ,so Are there any tips and suggestions Any of you can give me to live a normal life as Bi 18 year old male ,Romantic relationships ,friendships(dont have any real friends at the moment ,just accquaintances) how do you manage all this,

Okay so this might sound corny but Like i cant even express myself at this age ,Im just an Introverted Masculine bisexual Top guy,Bro i just want to love ,Find a cute guy ,Buy him flowers? Take him to dates On art galleries and museums (im a Mega nerd haha) we play together ,travel? ,Idk man i just wanna spoil my lover like an average straiggt man spoils their woman, why does everyone want sex so bad? but its so hard to be a daddy at 18 yall 😔,anyways ,So i want to make a Queer friend group here Both online and irl(islamabad),just Hmu lol ,i hope i can be a nice guy and some of you might find me wholesome haha ,il try my best ❤️,

and ofc leave some suggestions seniors

,i just want sincere friendships too and im ready to put in effort as a gentleman ,The Nerd in me loves listening and observing all kinds of people,so yea i want a relationship anf good friends ,i hate hookups ah

Also i respect all communities here but its so hard to come across "mainstream" homosexual folk ,like an average guy with average passions who'se just gay,Either theyre too feminine or perverted Bi masculine people looking for holes. Not that i have anything against such people ,i love you all ,but its like "The boys" but gay 😭

Also i got kicked from this sub's discord on the verification channel for some reason apparently ,can someone help me with that? 😭