TLDR: My family always makes me feel WORTHLESS
mujhe ghar mein rehna hi nahi kashh ye kuch mahine jaldi se beet jaaye, kyuki tab he clg milega aur ghar se bahar nikal sakti hu, drop year lekar kaafi badi galti kardi.. thak chuki hu me ab aur nahi.. meri jesi life kisi ko na mile.... already 19 par mujhe kisi bhi normal thing (like any social media account, going out alone) karne bhi allowed nahi hai
WTF are these restrictions mtlb bas mujh par hi kyu meri behen ko kuch bhi nahi
THE FUCKKKKK kyuuuu mummy ko ghussa aata toh mujh pe nikalta ..kuch kamiya nikalke varna cuss words are there...
choti behen voh toh bina mtlb fight start karti aur agar me ne mara toh voh mummy ko naam batati, fir behen marna start karti.. baal kichti, katati hai...parents dont utter a word when we fight she literally beat me ruthlessly
EVEN A HELPLESS PERSON would be in better condition than me
aur papa ka toh kuch bolna hi nahi mujhe.... for him behen hi beti hai; mujhe kya kisi kachre ki dibbe se uthaya hai !! i mean if i was born partially disabled toh fek kyu nahi diya kyu sab treatment surgery or physio karaya kyuuuuu AGAR BOLKE DIKHANA HI HAI TOH KYU UTNI MEHNAT KARI...they say we did so much things for you but you are like this....LIKE WHAT? they always compare me with other kids
she/he got into this college, got this degree, went abroad, achieved this that unrelated to JEE tho
THEY-
"JABSE PAIDA HUI HAI TAB SE PAISE KHATAM KAR RAHI HAI HAMARE"
"MAR JA HUME FARAK NAHI PADTA"
"BURDEN HU UNPAR"
"MERI VAJAH SE GHAR MEIN LADAI HOTI"
They give me all things I need but I never felt that LOVE which they give to my sister
no im not jealous at all but look at me am I not your daughter?
ghar mein kuch bhi ho jaye..related or unrelated to me mujhe he sab blame karte, kyu bc
meri choti behen ke sath kuch restrictions nahi, voh din raat phone pe hoti hai no studies at all...
jab me uski age ki thi (now she is in 5th grade) tab mujhe exam mein 2-3 marks less aane par mummy chillati toh kabhi marti....usse mummy padhai karne ke liye bhi nahi bolti agar me unse puchti hu ki behen ko padhai karne kyu nahi bolti tab voh bolti
"TU NE BHI PADHAI KARKE KYA UKHADA HAI, GHAR PE HI BAITHI HAI NA"