Guys helps kro meri

So context- I had a very special friend, we were friends for like 10 years and she suddenly stopped talking to me in december 2023, i thought this was because of our jee mains and class 12th boards, so I didn’t care much. After her neet exam i tried to message her but after then she also didn’t respond to me then I got a bit scared for her. I genuinely messaged her for 5 straight days and everytime she left me on read. Now since i had taken drop she comes in my dreams and talks to me. I never remember the full dream but small chunks of it. Once in a dream she asked why we don’t talk much anymore that shit fucked me up for 3 days. I know this is all the work of my subconscious trying to help me cope but this fucks my prep everytime this happens. I even asked my friend about it. P.S- I read all of your hella long post so you have to read mine too. And i would not accept any opinion from kids younger than 15 year olds you must go outside and socialise make friends live your life enjoy that childhood. Thank You