My beautiful sweet boy Donatello

I lost him on November 14 to a spinal cancer. One day he was completely fine and 4 days later we had to take him to the vet to end his suffering because he was paralyzed and in so much pain. He was with me through my hardest moments, he was the light of my life. I live abroad so I never get to spend Christmas with family, he was my family here. People around me who cared about him as well seem to have moved on, but my pain is so fresh, so real, so unbearable at times. I have cried everyday since his passing and every second that I get in silence I cry and think of him. I’m trying my best to stay strong, but I just want one more hug from my sweet little boy. The first picture is from his last hours, we got to watch the sunset from our balcony together before saying goodbye.