I seriously just want to give up at this point, idk why I even tried

I've got so much yarn I don't know what to do with now. I felt like I was getting the hang of it the other day but I've truly never been talented at anything in my life. I have ADHD as well and crochet has become my hyperfixation so it's upsetting that I can't do it but not only am I impatient but after 5 hours of getting nowhere and cutting up so much of my yarn I think I'm done. I have so many cute ideas but I can't even do a single chain lol. Oh well