Hardly see good Catholic friends anymore

I wonder if anyone else has stories or experiences with drifting apart from Catholic friends or hardly hearing from them anymore.

I understand that life gets rough especially in adulthood. People move farther away, have babies, get married, get another career, or have familial issues or other sufferings they need to deal with.

It just hurts when you want to stay connected to others and have/form good community, but very few put in the effort to reach out. I used to try and put so much effort in that I just got tired and began to give up.

Now I just don't feel good at all and feel really discouraged. I think my problem is that I had an obsession with making "true Catholic" friends because I never had that in my teens or growing up; so I tried so hard in my 20's to do so and now it feels like it's all falling apart and almost as if it was an idol or desperation because of painful loneliness.

I don't wanna go back to being isolated, but I really wish that God would bless me with friends nearby or friends who are single and childless with lots of free time after work like me. So we can hang out and not have to drive 20-40 minutes just to see eachother.

Please pray for me that God gives me good Catholic friendships nearby, or that I get over my loneliness and learn to enjoy being alone and focusing on myself. Thank you.