Im legit dead rn🤧
As every other story of a 10thie, entire year I didn't study. Yeah, in mid-terms I got 82 or 83 by last minute study, yeh now u can predict what happened next, my confidence increased and i didn't study at all. So my pbs ended on 15th and dayumm trust me I didn't study at all tff, like I studied like around 70% for sst but for maths and science I didn't study anything, literally nothing. And my school pbs were actually easy (to make students pass). My school is shit when it comes to boards, entire year they involve 10thies in useless activities and then at last minute they drop the bomb. Alr, so judging by the way my pbs went, I think I'll get around 60-70.
My parents will disown me omfggðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ they want me to focus more on math and science and these r literally the subjects im side lining, you get the picture- its bad, straight up bad. And on 22nd we've our farewell (which I'm not attending, its a waste of time tbh, and ik I'll be missing such a big thing but who cares, see im not tht kind of person to miss such events and sit home and study all day. Cuz i myself know that i wont actually be studying, the reason im not attending farewell is just that i want some alone time rn, plus ive the graduation ceremony coming up on 25th which ive to attend nevertheless. I enjoyed 10th the entire year, giving less importanceto studies and i want to score 95+. Ive to focus only on boards now, and i can always hangout later after boards.). Rn all I care is that, this habit of last min cramming up and grinding has fked my existence. My sleep schedule during exams was like so messed up, I'd wake up at 3 or smth to study last min. Atp coffee runs in my veins. Idk the last 5 months or so im sleeping way too much, even after 7-8 hrs of sleep, I nap for 2-3 hrs in the noon.
It's baddd! Less than 30 days, I still have to get on track, my lethargic ahh body can't study straight for 15 mins, im screwed for lifeee. Help!!!