I'm grateful for Nikolai (rant?)

Near the end of 2020, I had a seizure and busted my lip open. Now I have a scar on my lip that I'm extremely self conscious about. But since Nikolai has a scar over his eye, it makes me feel better about the scar I have on my lip. Because if Nikolai can accept his scars, maybe I can accept mine as well. Sorry for this short rant, I just wanted to get that out there lol