Jee 2.0

So 1st semester end-semester exams are approaching, and it has begun. After wasting grades 11, 12, and a drop year, now giving any exam raises my stress level and regret level to another level. I just don't know what I did the whole semester. It was not like I was enjoying with friends a lot or having fun. I was just in my room the whole semester, attended classes like a zombie regularly, then came back to my room just to drown myself in songs and sometimes YouTube so that the day would end and I could go to sleep without thinking about anything and repeat it. And now the reality is hitting me like a rock.

So 1st semester end-semester exams are approaching, and it has begun. After wasting grades 11, 12, and a drop year, now giving any exam raises my stress level and regret level to another level. I just don't know what I did the whole semester. It was not like I was enjoying with friends a lot or having fun. I was just in my room the whole semester, attended classes like a zombie regularly, then came back to my room just to drown myself in songs and sometimes YouTube so that the day would end and I could go to sleep without thinking about anything and repeat it. And now the reality is hitting me like a rock.