Losing things

I had my switch with me a few hours ago, and I haven’t left my room. I know it’s in my room, and I don’t even want to play on it right now, but I’m in tears because I can’t find it. I can’t breathe and I can’t sleep until I know where it is.. it’s 1:30am and I don’t know what to do.

Why does this always happen? Why can’t I move on with my day or night until I know where everything is? It’s so frustrating. I don’t know how to explain it. Im in high school, grade 10. I really need help. This makes me feel crazy. I’ll be fine one minute, and then I’ll think about it and I’ll kick my feet and cry

Please give me advice (In my province there is little support)