AIO about my boyfriend and porn?

I need to know if I’m overreacting about my boyfriend watching porn. He keeps watching it when I’m unable to have sex like if I’m in the middle of a really bad mental episode or currently my foot is broken so I haven’t been able to have sex for a couple weeks. I told him I’m too insecure and that him watching porn makes me feel bad about myself. He doesn’t have a porn addiction in my opinion like I said he just watches it to get off when he’s horny sometimes. The thing that upsets me is he also lies to me about it to spare my feelings. Everytime I catch him I tell him to make it up to me but like am I just overreacting? Should I just get over it and let him jack off when he needs to and I can’t? The other thing is I told him I wish we could touch each other and get off that way in situations where I can do that but he said he doesn’t like hand jobs or my blow jobs which made me upset but am I overreacting to that too? Should I just get over it? Some good advice would be great as I’ve never been in this situation before and I’m on the fence on whether I should end our relationship.