What's your shameful Leaf spend?

In the old game I spent an ungodly number of leaf tickets on "Goldie's Library Cookie" trying to get the memory. It was one of the first cookies released.

I still don't have the memory.

I've dropped a few complete tickets on it but still no luck.

Anyone else just being completely scorned by the RNG gods when it comes to a specific cookie memory? Anyone else have a shameful Leaf spend that you just can't believe how many you dropped for that ONE thing?